Buying gas for a road trip- $75.00
Buying supplies needed on the road trip- $35.00
Enjoying a spur of the moment road trip at 3:oo a.m. with 3 of your closest friends to watch the sunrise over the Gulf of Mexico- Priceless
Live. Laugh. Love.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Drinking
I am angry at myself. This past weekend I attended a Bar-B-Que Cook-Off at out County Fair. Basically what you do is eat really good bar-b-que and drink beer all day. Well I went both friday and saturday. Friday night was fun. I hung out with my family that was there and enjoyed myself. I had to go to work at 7 a.m. on Saturday so I didn't stay out too late and I didn't drink too much. Well Saturday was a different story. I got there at 6 in the evening and started to drinking with some friends. Well basically I got really intoxicated. I was too intoxicated to drive so my roommate had to drive me home. What I am angry about it that ever since I started drinking when I was about 18 I have always had one major rule when it came to drinking. If I was going to drink somewhere where I was not going to spending the night at I watch myself so that no matter what I could drive myself or maybe someone else home. Saturday I didn't stick to my rule. Honestly everything is fine nothing bad happen. My roommate took care of me. Other than embarrasing myself by making some drunk phone calls, that I absolutely DO NOT remember, I am ok. I just hate that I got that drunk and wasn't able to take care of myself. That just bugs me. Oh well all I can say is that I will watch myslef better next time I am out and I am drinking. Well until next time, Adios!
Live. Laugh. Love.
Live. Laugh. Love.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Relationships
Lately I have been all sorts of confused. I am not real sure as to what I want in my life. By that I mean relationships or shall I say "a relationship." I am always so indecisive as to what I want. But lately I have been leaning towards wanting one. It is not as if I have any prospects but I would really like one. Lee & I had a discussion about this last night. He thinks if I truly want to find someone I need to get out of my circle of friends. I agree with him. There isn't anyone within my circle of friends that I am interested in. Also Lee & I came to the conclusion that dating within your circle of friends tends to get too messy & complicated. However dating somone you don't know too well is scary as well. There maybe all this baggage you do not know about. How do you know if this dude is a stand up guy or not. I guess if you want to meet someone you just have to be willing to take a chance. Also there is the problem of me not going out too much. My group of friends & I tend to just hang out at my apt. to chill & watch movies or something along those lines. The past couple of nights I have gone out though. I just have to trust that it will happen when it happens. There is not much I can do until then. Who knows I am going out again tonight maybe I will have some luck, :-), keep you fingers crossed, hehehe!!!! Well until next time, Adios.
Live. Laugh. Love.
Live. Laugh. Love.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
The One
Lee.
This is the name of a guy that I will be in love with for the rest of my days. He will always have a part of my heart. However I will never be with him.
I met Lee about 5 years ago when I went away to school. I hooked him up with my best friend. They dated for about a month. However during this month Lee and I became closer than her and him. He talked to me more. He had more in common with me. Well I take that back we have similar traits but we come from 2 different worlds. But we had a special connection. We just know how to talk with each other. During the month of their courtship we would just talk and I DID NOT have feelings for him at this time. Other than me thinking he was just an awesome person. He would call our dorm room and talk to me for like 20 minutes then finally I would ask him if he wanted to talk to her and he would for like 5 minutes. We would just hang out just the 2 of us and have hours long of conversations. But I must say again at this time I DID NOT have feelings for him. And also my best friend knew I didn't she just realized like Lee and I did that we had a connection we just knew how to talk to each other. There is really no other way to say it.
Well they eventually ended their relationship on amicable terms. And we all remained good friends. Well over time I developed feelings for Lee. He knew I was starting to have feelings for him but he did not treat me any different. I knew I was not the type of girl he was interested in and I understood that so I did not press anything. I respected him so much more because he did not change the way he acted towards me. I wasn't dramatic about it. I knew I wasn't his type and I accepted it. I would rather have him in my life as a friend than not have him in my life at all. We are two different type of people we do have a lot of the same qualities however we see life in two different ways. Also our way of living I think are different as well. We grew up in two different worlds so I think if there were to ever be anything those differences are too big that it would destroy the relationship we have. However over time my feelings became stronger. And I do believe those feelings have turned to Love. I have never been in love but I think this is it. No scratch that I am in Love with Lee.
The bittersweet things is that we will never be together. He doesn't see me in that way. And by now I know this and I am ok with it. I know he will be in my life forever. There will not be a time in my life that I will not have talked to him at least once a week. He will always be there for me. Do not get me wrong there are times when I am sad. I get upset that we will never be. But deep down I have hope. Even though my brain knows that we will probably (see that's me hoping) never be together. My heart is filled with hope. My heart is full of the hope that one day Lee and I will be one. That he will be My Lee. I know this sounds so weird but it is how I feel. I know in my head that things will never be but my heart doesn't stop me from hoping.
He is such and awesome person. He is sweet and kind and respectful. He makes me laugh so much. I love his corny humor. I can talk to him about anything. When I feel bad I know he is the one person I can call and feel better within 5 minutes of talking to him. He is the one I reach out to when I am sad or angry or just down. When I hear a funny joke or I have done something funny he is the one I think of to call to tell him about it. He is so handsome. He has the most beautiful smile. I love his "Lee" smirk. I love his curly blonde hair. He has beautiful lips. He is just so Lee. I love his big bear hugs. He makes me feel so safe when I am around him. He can make me see the brighter side of things. He has opened me up to different things in this world. I have so many new experiences that no one else could have given me. He is just the man that I Love and will always Love.
Well until next time, Adios!
Live. Laugh. Love.
This is the name of a guy that I will be in love with for the rest of my days. He will always have a part of my heart. However I will never be with him.
I met Lee about 5 years ago when I went away to school. I hooked him up with my best friend. They dated for about a month. However during this month Lee and I became closer than her and him. He talked to me more. He had more in common with me. Well I take that back we have similar traits but we come from 2 different worlds. But we had a special connection. We just know how to talk with each other. During the month of their courtship we would just talk and I DID NOT have feelings for him at this time. Other than me thinking he was just an awesome person. He would call our dorm room and talk to me for like 20 minutes then finally I would ask him if he wanted to talk to her and he would for like 5 minutes. We would just hang out just the 2 of us and have hours long of conversations. But I must say again at this time I DID NOT have feelings for him. And also my best friend knew I didn't she just realized like Lee and I did that we had a connection we just knew how to talk to each other. There is really no other way to say it.
Well they eventually ended their relationship on amicable terms. And we all remained good friends. Well over time I developed feelings for Lee. He knew I was starting to have feelings for him but he did not treat me any different. I knew I was not the type of girl he was interested in and I understood that so I did not press anything. I respected him so much more because he did not change the way he acted towards me. I wasn't dramatic about it. I knew I wasn't his type and I accepted it. I would rather have him in my life as a friend than not have him in my life at all. We are two different type of people we do have a lot of the same qualities however we see life in two different ways. Also our way of living I think are different as well. We grew up in two different worlds so I think if there were to ever be anything those differences are too big that it would destroy the relationship we have. However over time my feelings became stronger. And I do believe those feelings have turned to Love. I have never been in love but I think this is it. No scratch that I am in Love with Lee.
The bittersweet things is that we will never be together. He doesn't see me in that way. And by now I know this and I am ok with it. I know he will be in my life forever. There will not be a time in my life that I will not have talked to him at least once a week. He will always be there for me. Do not get me wrong there are times when I am sad. I get upset that we will never be. But deep down I have hope. Even though my brain knows that we will probably (see that's me hoping) never be together. My heart is filled with hope. My heart is full of the hope that one day Lee and I will be one. That he will be My Lee. I know this sounds so weird but it is how I feel. I know in my head that things will never be but my heart doesn't stop me from hoping.
He is such and awesome person. He is sweet and kind and respectful. He makes me laugh so much. I love his corny humor. I can talk to him about anything. When I feel bad I know he is the one person I can call and feel better within 5 minutes of talking to him. He is the one I reach out to when I am sad or angry or just down. When I hear a funny joke or I have done something funny he is the one I think of to call to tell him about it. He is so handsome. He has the most beautiful smile. I love his "Lee" smirk. I love his curly blonde hair. He has beautiful lips. He is just so Lee. I love his big bear hugs. He makes me feel so safe when I am around him. He can make me see the brighter side of things. He has opened me up to different things in this world. I have so many new experiences that no one else could have given me. He is just the man that I Love and will always Love.
Well until next time, Adios!
Live. Laugh. Love.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
My Welcome Post
Hello!!!!
Ok where to begin. My name is Sal. I am a 22 year old Hispanic female. I live in Stafford, Texas-which is like 20-15 miles southwest of Houston.
I work at a local hospital as a switchboard operator. I like it a lot. It is easy work and I get paid well for it. I have an apt with a roommate. His name is Josh. I have known him since third grade. Absolutely a platonic relationship. He is the equivalent of a brother.
I have a large wacky family. I am sure you will hear lots about them. My parents are divorced and have both re-married. So I have a step-dad, Kiko-I know weird name but it is his nickname Frank is his real name, and a step-mom Dolly. I have 6 sisters all together. Well let me explain that. 1 whole sister Cory. 2 half-sisters Libby and Glory-real name Gloria. Me, Cory, Libby, and Glory all have the same mom. And then I have 3 step-sisters Jenny, Anna, and Chrissy. They are my step-mom Dolly's girls from a previous marriage. Also Cory, Libby, and Glory are younger than me and Jenny, Anna, and Chrissy are older. Jenny is married with 5 girls. Anna has 2 kids. Chrissy is married with 1 boy. So I am an Aunt as well.
I actually decided to get a blog because I am absolutely addicted to Cosmopolitan's Bedroom Blog. I know that sounds weird but what I mean is eventhough that particular blog is fictional I like the idea behind it. The fictional blogger K basically just talks about her everyday life and dramas however the catch is no one know she has a blog. Meaning none of her family, friends, co-workers, no one. I like that so that is what I decided to do. I want to have somewhere I can go and right down my truest thoughts without anyone I know actually reading it. Just a whole bunch of strangers, heheheh I know sounds weird right?!?!?!?! Oh well. Well until next time Adios.
Live. Laugh. Love.
<3
Ok where to begin. My name is Sal. I am a 22 year old Hispanic female. I live in Stafford, Texas-which is like 20-15 miles southwest of Houston.
I work at a local hospital as a switchboard operator. I like it a lot. It is easy work and I get paid well for it. I have an apt with a roommate. His name is Josh. I have known him since third grade. Absolutely a platonic relationship. He is the equivalent of a brother.
I have a large wacky family. I am sure you will hear lots about them. My parents are divorced and have both re-married. So I have a step-dad, Kiko-I know weird name but it is his nickname Frank is his real name, and a step-mom Dolly. I have 6 sisters all together. Well let me explain that. 1 whole sister Cory. 2 half-sisters Libby and Glory-real name Gloria. Me, Cory, Libby, and Glory all have the same mom. And then I have 3 step-sisters Jenny, Anna, and Chrissy. They are my step-mom Dolly's girls from a previous marriage. Also Cory, Libby, and Glory are younger than me and Jenny, Anna, and Chrissy are older. Jenny is married with 5 girls. Anna has 2 kids. Chrissy is married with 1 boy. So I am an Aunt as well.
I actually decided to get a blog because I am absolutely addicted to Cosmopolitan's Bedroom Blog. I know that sounds weird but what I mean is eventhough that particular blog is fictional I like the idea behind it. The fictional blogger K basically just talks about her everyday life and dramas however the catch is no one know she has a blog. Meaning none of her family, friends, co-workers, no one. I like that so that is what I decided to do. I want to have somewhere I can go and right down my truest thoughts without anyone I know actually reading it. Just a whole bunch of strangers, heheheh I know sounds weird right?!?!?!?! Oh well. Well until next time Adios.
Live. Laugh. Love.
<3
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