Wet Wednesday

1. Who was the last person to crush/hit on you that you were NOT attracted to?

To hit on me was some guy from the bar. He was actually not bad looking but he was so drunk it was very unattractive. I was definitely not interested.

To crush on me would have to be my friend Naz. I just do not see him in anyway other than a friend.

2. Who was the last person you crushed/hit on that was not attracted to YOU?

I honestly have never hit on anyone, :-).

To crush on would be the guy I am interested in now Eric. He sees me as a sister, :-(. Oh well not everything is meant to be. At least I have a really good friend.

3. Have you ever done anything sexual with someone you were not attracted to? Why did you go through with it?

Yes I have. I did it honestly because it felt good for someone to want me even if I didn't want them back.

TMI Tuesday

1. When you orgasm, do you hold your breath?

I don't hold my breath. I will breath in short little spurts.

2. Have you ever had sex or played around with a celebrity?

Nope I haven't, unfortunately, hehehe

3. Do you think prostitution should be legal? Why or why not?

I think it should be legalized. People are going to do it anyways. Why not it would be better for everyone. The country would save more money on throwing people in jail and they could also tax it I guess.

4. How do you masturbate? Do you romance yourself? Get straight to the point? Read erotic material?

I usually read erotic material. I can't do the romance thing because I would rather want a man romancing me, hehehehe but who wouldn't.

5. Which gives you the most pleasure - intercourse, masturbating for/with your partner, being masturbated by your partner.

Being masturbated by partner.

Bonus (as in optional): Have you ever had a crush on a relative?

Nope I haven't.

My Memorial Weekend

Well this weekend for me was nothing spectacular. I had to work. I did get to hang out with some friends though.

Let me go ahead and start with Thursday. We went to go see Pirates of the Caribbean 3! It was so good. I definitely recommend seeing it if you are a POTC Fan. Even if you aren't just go see it. I would love to go on about the movie but I will not ruin anything for anyone. A big group of us went. Myself, Josh*, Eric*, Jess*, Kiki*, Candice* & Megs*. I was really sad that Diego* could not go though. And I must say the little green monster came out. (First off I have to say I am a jealous person by nature-let me add like 2 "very" to that) Jess sat by Eric and I sat on the other side of Jess. Well during the movie they kept having little conversations between themselves and it was getting really annoying because when I asked Jess what they were talking about she said don't worry about it. Which really just aggravated me more. Well I guess now after reading what I just wrote I don't know if it was jealousy or just aggravation because Jess was making it seem like some big secret. Even now I don't know. Well we hung out a little afterwards & it was fun. Nothing big happened with Eric & I sad to say, :-(.

Friday nothing happened. Went to work & then went home, :-)!

Saturday was really a lot of fun. After we all got off of work we went to my apt and just basically chilled. It started out just Josh, Eric, Jess & I. Later on Diego, Megs & Kiki came over. Sad to say with them they brought drama. Well not all of them. Megs is going through something with one of her other friends & she was sad & depressed and sort of bringing everyone else down.

I hate that. I don't know if that makes me sound like a bitch or some unfeeling jerk. But it just gets on my nerves when people are depressed & sad go to a place where they know people will be hanging out and having fun and get everyone down. I mean I understand when you are feeling like that depending on the person they need to talk it out and stuff because I am like that. But I will not go to a party or to go hang out like that because I know I will bring everyone down and somehow cause some sort of drama. Why would you want to do that?

Well suffice to say Diego, Kiki & Megs left a little while later & Josh, Eric, Jess & I went to Denny's and then went back home to watch Pan's Labyrinth. We all fell asleep halfway through & woke up in the morning to watch the rest of it. That movie was really freaky but very good. Guillermo Del Torro is AWESOME!!!

Sunday well after watching the movie. Went to work & then spent the night at my mom's house and watched movies with my sisters. We watched The Last Kiss & How to Eat Fried Worms. The Last Kiss was OK. I am still unsure how I feel about it. How to Eat Fried Worms was so cute & funny. I recommend it for anyone who has a son, brother, nephew or grandson between the ages of 7-12. They will love it.

That was my weekend. I enjoyed it. Had some laughs & made some memories. Always Great things!

The very best thing was I spent almost everyday with Eric. I know I am hopeless oh well.

Well I hope everyone had a Great & Safe Holiday Weekend!

Oh yea it rained all weekend here so that is why there were no fun barbecues, :-(! We always have next weekend and I am off, YESS!!!!

*Josh-one of my roomies
*Eric-the man I have feelings for also Josh's younger brother
*Jess-a girl I met a couple of weeks ago through Megs-we have become real close in a short time
*Kiki-a girl I also met through Megs. She is really cool and we get along real well
*Candice-a friend of Kiki's don't really care for her she is a brat-complaines all the time
*Megs-she is the sometimes girlfriend of Diego. we are really close and get along famously
*Diego-a guy i have known since high school-like a brother

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Manic Monday

What's your favorite food item that is in your refrigerator right now?

My favorite item that is in my kitchen right now would have to be a Parrot Bay malt beverage. I think it is orange & pineapple flavored ;-)!
We hardly ever have actual food other than snacks in are fridge. My roomies & I are always so busy we usually eat out. So normally just alcoholic drinks are kept cold.

Do you enjoying barbecuing on the grill? What's something that you make often?

I love barbecuing!!! My favorite thing to make is fajitas. We get them already seasoned from this meat market. They are the best!

What one item (kitchen gadget, appliance, food item) in your kitchen best describes your personality? Why?

This is a very interesting question. I would have to say a can opener. I love to get to know people on a very deep an intimate level. I love to know what is on the "inside."

Friday Feast

Appetizer: Name a sound you like to hear.

rain falling & the wind blowing

Soup: What is your favorite kind of cheese?

Monterry Jack

Salad: Do you sleep late on Saturday mornings? Why or why not?

It really depends on the the kind of night I have Friday. Or wether or not I have to work in the morning.


Main Course: When was the last time you forgot something? What was it, and how long did it take to remember it?

Ummmm Let me think........ I forgot my headset(telephone) at work in another office. Took me about 3 hours to remember where I left it.

Dessert: Fill in the blank: I notice ____________ when _____________.

I notice Eric's eyes when he smiles!

Eric

Well were to begin. Well I guess I should describe him. He is about 5’10. Broad shoulders. He is on the husky side. Short cropped black hair. Has a beard that he keeps trimmed. Beautiful brown eyes. Big strong arms. Really nice chest, ;-)!

He is a couple of years younger than me. He is real mature for his age. He has an awesome personality. He is one of those guys that gets along with everyone. He is a sports fanatic. He loves baseball, football & basketball. He has a great sense of humor. Which to me is a great thing. I love to laugh. He is also one of those big brother types. Which is were my problem comes into affect.

He only sees me as a “sister” or so he says. Because sometimes I get vibes or looks that suggest otherwise. He confuses me sometimes. Although I guess I could just be reading too much into things. I have no solid evidence to go on that he feels differently than he says. Nothing physical has ever happened between us. So until something happens I am just taking it one day at a time.

However be prepared to be reading a lot about him. :-)

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Reintroducing Myself

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All the blogs that I read.

I think I am becoming alittle obsessed with Blogger :-)! I have gotten into so many different ones. Some I just come across. Others I find through comments people leave on Blogs that I read. All of the blogs I mainly read are fictional ones though. I haven't really seen or read many that are actually real life encounters. I do enjoy reading the fictional ones though. It is jsut like watching a soap opera every day or atleast every other day. Well not watching but reading, ;-)!

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Reconnecting

Hello All

I know it has been forever and a day since I have posted anything. I think it is time for me to finally get in the swing of things again eventhough I guess I never really did. Though I am starting to realize I need somewhere to get all my feelings out and I think this will be good for me. Although right now I can't type to much I am at work and alittle busy. So I will later, hehehehe.

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My Mastercard Commercial

Buying gas for a road trip- $75.00

Buying supplies needed on the road trip- $35.00

Enjoying a spur of the moment road trip at 3:oo a.m. with 3 of your closest friends to watch the sunrise over the Gulf of Mexico- Priceless

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Men

Why are Men so difficult?

Drinking

I am angry at myself. This past weekend I attended a Bar-B-Que Cook-Off at out County Fair. Basically what you do is eat really good bar-b-que and drink beer all day. Well I went both friday and saturday. Friday night was fun. I hung out with my family that was there and enjoyed myself. I had to go to work at 7 a.m. on Saturday so I didn't stay out too late and I didn't drink too much. Well Saturday was a different story. I got there at 6 in the evening and started to drinking with some friends. Well basically I got really intoxicated. I was too intoxicated to drive so my roommate had to drive me home. What I am angry about it that ever since I started drinking when I was about 18 I have always had one major rule when it came to drinking. If I was going to drink somewhere where I was not going to spending the night at I watch myself so that no matter what I could drive myself or maybe someone else home. Saturday I didn't stick to my rule. Honestly everything is fine nothing bad happen. My roommate took care of me. Other than embarrasing myself by making some drunk phone calls, that I absolutely DO NOT remember, I am ok. I just hate that I got that drunk and wasn't able to take care of myself. That just bugs me. Oh well all I can say is that I will watch myslef better next time I am out and I am drinking. Well until next time, Adios!

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Relationships

Lately I have been all sorts of confused. I am not real sure as to what I want in my life. By that I mean relationships or shall I say "a relationship." I am always so indecisive as to what I want. But lately I have been leaning towards wanting one. It is not as if I have any prospects but I would really like one. Lee & I had a discussion about this last night. He thinks if I truly want to find someone I need to get out of my circle of friends. I agree with him. There isn't anyone within my circle of friends that I am interested in. Also Lee & I came to the conclusion that dating within your circle of friends tends to get too messy & complicated. However dating somone you don't know too well is scary as well. There maybe all this baggage you do not know about. How do you know if this dude is a stand up guy or not. I guess if you want to meet someone you just have to be willing to take a chance. Also there is the problem of me not going out too much. My group of friends & I tend to just hang out at my apt. to chill & watch movies or something along those lines. The past couple of nights I have gone out though. I just have to trust that it will happen when it happens. There is not much I can do until then. Who knows I am going out again tonight maybe I will have some luck, :-), keep you fingers crossed, hehehe!!!! Well until next time, Adios.

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The One

Lee.

This is the name of a guy that I will be in love with for the rest of my days. He will always have a part of my heart. However I will never be with him.

I met Lee about 5 years ago when I went away to school. I hooked him up with my best friend. They dated for about a month. However during this month Lee and I became closer than her and him. He talked to me more. He had more in common with me. Well I take that back we have similar traits but we come from 2 different worlds. But we had a special connection. We just know how to talk with each other. During the month of their courtship we would just talk and I DID NOT have feelings for him at this time. Other than me thinking he was just an awesome person. He would call our dorm room and talk to me for like 20 minutes then finally I would ask him if he wanted to talk to her and he would for like 5 minutes. We would just hang out just the 2 of us and have hours long of conversations. But I must say again at this time I DID NOT have feelings for him. And also my best friend knew I didn't she just realized like Lee and I did that we had a connection we just knew how to talk to each other. There is really no other way to say it.

Well they eventually ended their relationship on amicable terms. And we all remained good friends. Well over time I developed feelings for Lee. He knew I was starting to have feelings for him but he did not treat me any different. I knew I was not the type of girl he was interested in and I understood that so I did not press anything. I respected him so much more because he did not change the way he acted towards me. I wasn't dramatic about it. I knew I wasn't his type and I accepted it. I would rather have him in my life as a friend than not have him in my life at all. We are two different type of people we do have a lot of the same qualities however we see life in two different ways. Also our way of living I think are different as well. We grew up in two different worlds so I think if there were to ever be anything those differences are too big that it would destroy the relationship we have. However over time my feelings became stronger. And I do believe those feelings have turned to Love. I have never been in love but I think this is it. No scratch that I am in Love with Lee.

The bittersweet things is that we will never be together. He doesn't see me in that way. And by now I know this and I am ok with it. I know he will be in my life forever. There will not be a time in my life that I will not have talked to him at least once a week. He will always be there for me. Do not get me wrong there are times when I am sad. I get upset that we will never be. But deep down I have hope. Even though my brain knows that we will probably (see that's me hoping) never be together. My heart is filled with hope. My heart is full of the hope that one day Lee and I will be one. That he will be My Lee. I know this sounds so weird but it is how I feel. I know in my head that things will never be but my heart doesn't stop me from hoping.

He is such and awesome person. He is sweet and kind and respectful. He makes me laugh so much. I love his corny humor. I can talk to him about anything. When I feel bad I know he is the one person I can call and feel better within 5 minutes of talking to him. He is the one I reach out to when I am sad or angry or just down. When I hear a funny joke or I have done something funny he is the one I think of to call to tell him about it. He is so handsome. He has the most beautiful smile. I love his "Lee" smirk. I love his curly blonde hair. He has beautiful lips. He is just so Lee. I love his big bear hugs. He makes me feel so safe when I am around him. He can make me see the brighter side of things. He has opened me up to different things in this world. I have so many new experiences that no one else could have given me. He is just the man that I Love and will always Love.

Well until next time, Adios!

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My Welcome Post

Hello!!!!

Ok where to begin. My name is Sal. I am a 22 year old Hispanic female. I live in Stafford, Texas-which is like 20-15 miles southwest of Houston.

I work at a local hospital as a switchboard operator. I like it a lot. It is easy work and I get paid well for it. I have an apt with a roommate. His name is Josh. I have known him since third grade. Absolutely a platonic relationship. He is the equivalent of a brother.

I have a large wacky family. I am sure you will hear lots about them. My parents are divorced and have both re-married. So I have a step-dad, Kiko-I know weird name but it is his nickname Frank is his real name, and a step-mom Dolly. I have 6 sisters all together. Well let me explain that. 1 whole sister Cory. 2 half-sisters Libby and Glory-real name Gloria. Me, Cory, Libby, and Glory all have the same mom. And then I have 3 step-sisters Jenny, Anna, and Chrissy. They are my step-mom Dolly's girls from a previous marriage. Also Cory, Libby, and Glory are younger than me and Jenny, Anna, and Chrissy are older. Jenny is married with 5 girls. Anna has 2 kids. Chrissy is married with 1 boy. So I am an Aunt as well.

I actually decided to get a blog because I am absolutely addicted to Cosmopolitan's Bedroom Blog. I know that sounds weird but what I mean is eventhough that particular blog is fictional I like the idea behind it. The fictional blogger K basically just talks about her everyday life and dramas however the catch is no one know she has a blog. Meaning none of her family, friends, co-workers, no one. I like that so that is what I decided to do. I want to have somewhere I can go and right down my truest thoughts without anyone I know actually reading it. Just a whole bunch of strangers, heheheh I know sounds weird right?!?!?!?! Oh well. Well until next time Adios.

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